Why cant i bend my pointe shoes??? Is it too strong 4 me or am i too weak for it...i really dunno. Cause it was my 1st time weraing the new pointe shoes, my feet were sort of cramping in them! i counldnt really feel the floor and everyone else was so pro so i was like OMG! SHEESH MAN!then jo hsi was like "it is the 1st time u are wearing themn so its okay and they will be really comfortable next time" (something to the effect lah)i really hope what she said is true!!! oh but at the end of the class ms cheah said that the shoes looked okay on me...so i guess its kinda okay lah.haha at first i didnt want to wear them at all cause it is damn hard, i am not strong enough, and it makes my feet look even more arch-less than it already is! hope i can make it more archful next time! haha I WANT TO WATCH DANCE APPRECIATION TOMORROW! TO SUPPORT the dancers.but sadly the school is having this health week thing that is compulsary for all pupils regardless of anything. i will b doing pilates so my mum told me not to attend to concert. besides they will only be doing 6 dances so yah. BUT I REALLY AND STILL WANNA GO!anywayz i hope that the pilates class will be worthwhile so at least i wont feel to sad that i didnt go for the dance concert in explanade. okie lastly i need to get my eng paper signed! its like shit lah...i dunno how to show my parents leh! hope they wont scold me cause of my horrid grade. i really wanna do better the next time round! gtg now. lots of love: minx :)